Falling apart

Everything falls apart.
People fall apart.
Relationships fall apart.

Crazy mess

So apparently kissing has different significance in different cultures.
I enjoyed the night
Made a crazy mess of myself.
Had a great time.
Lastly, got my heart broke.
Cause kissing has different significance in different cultures.

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          So hard to even connect what your thinking and coagulate your emotions from it. You feel emotionally hurt, downtrodden, neglected, full of sorrow, pain, confusion and at the same time not really giving a shit. Like, your at the precipice of something great that could've been in your life but instead it was just hurled against a wall and burst into sound and fury. Literally, you're feeling sound and fury right now. You want to scream so loud you can't anymore. Could it have been that you are full of emotion now but cannot express it because of your confusion with the expression.
Two cultures clashed and I was the victim of the crash. I became a "prize" they could hang on the wall, an instrument of their play. And I ask myself was it that big of a deal? Does it really matter that much to you? Or is society just cramming its emotions down your throat?
You feel like you need to get your mind off this, need to free yourself from this pent up confusion.
The confusion you feel is from not knowing who was who.
Do you know who you are?